October 22, 2007

This weekend I thought a lot about Joe. I remember so vividly what we were doing last year at this time. It was our last weekend with him.....we didn't do anything special, but its still etched in my memory forever

Friday, Oct 20, 2006....when Joe came home from work we decided to go out to eat. I dressed the kids in their halloween t-shirts and we went to eat catfish.

Saturday, Oct.21, 2006....Camryn's socer game.....drove through North Bossier and Benton one last time to make sure I was happy with the land he was going to purchase.....went to eat with my parents at the downtown Nicky's.....I'll never forget Dylan running on that stage under the bridge, he would run as fast as he could off the edge, straight into joe's arms (he must have done it 25 times!)

Sunday, Oct. 22, 2006.....we skipped church because I wanted to finally take Camryn in to get 4 year old professional pics taken....all 4 of us went to Sears for the pictures, and then at Camryn's request we sat at a table in the mall and ate corndogs for lunch....when we came home I took a nap with the kids (I was 8 weeks pregnant) and Joe went out on his motorcycle for a while. When he came home he grilled dinner outside.



This weekend thats all I could think about....what we were doing last year, compared to how things are now. Its not that our life is so awful now, its just completely different.