July 29, 2007

my "To Do" list

~buy school shoes
~register Camryn for dance class
~iron clothes to take to consinement shop
~Camryn's dentist appointment
~return clothes and diapers to Target
~complete tax forms for the thousands of dollars Joe owed the IRS
~sell truck
~sell motorcycle
~find a new house
~sell this house
~get new glasses (mine broke 6 months ago)
~get prescriptions filled
~meet with insurance agent
~pay bills (on a budget of social security alone)
~feed baby every 3 hours
~grocery store
~make bottles
~give the kids a bath
~give baby a bath
~potty train Dylan
~shop for Camryn's birthday
~make birth announcements
~change at least 10 diapers a day
~provide my kids 3 meals a day
~laundry
~clean house
~get oil changed in car
~get inspection sticker
~stop what I'm doing to hold a child, toddler, or baby every time someone is hurt or upset (at least once an hour)
~get my hair cut (its been 8 months now)
~finish cleaning out Joe's closet
~finally break down and do something with his dirty laundry
~sell all his other trailers, equipment, and parts

These are just the things I can think of off the top of my head. And somewhere in there I have to fit in time for myself to eat and shower.

And my kids cry and tell me I never play with them anymore. I wonder why?

So basically I don't feel that I have anything in common with anyone. My life right now can not be compared to anyone else that I know. So its very hard to hear people talk about normal, everyday things in their lives, because God how I wish my life was normal again.