I just went to check on Camryn in bed, to see if she was asleep yet, and I found her crying. I asked her what was wrong and she said she was sad about daddy. She said she was sad that he's not here and that she'll never be able to see him again. I keep trying to tell her that we'll all be together in heaven one day, but I know that she just wants to see him now. So do I. She asked me if daddy missed us and I tried to assure her that he loves and misses us as much as we miss him. She then told me that she wishes she had a giant box of band-aids to make him better so he wouldn't have died.
I try to hold it together for her, but everytime she starts talking like this I start crying uncontrollably. I can't stand to see my babies hurt like this, and I can't even imagine how losing their dad at such a young age is going to effect their entire lives. Its already changed their personalities, and its only been 4 months.
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